The Life of a Supposed Narcissist

ahh

colleges are coming back. ack…why you so expensive.//

karate is kicking in….oh gosh….

prom stuff is happening…and unnecessary stress/ambiguity ensues…ack

anthony would kill me for using to be verbs…and squishy words….

oh well.

feel like crap. what else is new

this week was absolute hell.

and it isnt even over yet.

workload isnt bad at all.

just leaves more time to ruminate about all my faults.

great.

and karate isnt helping either.

what the hell.

karate is the source of my stress and depression these days.

and its supposed to reduce stress and promote a longer live.

bull.

I rarely swear. This will be a first.

The fuck. I’ve been wanting to go to Korea for over eight years. EIGHT. and now you blow me off by telling me that maybe this summer isn’t the best time to go. The fuck.

Every summer, I’m always stuck inside doing work, studying for god-knows what else there is. You promised me that this summer I could finally go to Korea. And now what is this?

Ohh next summer? The fuck. You want me to do internships over college summers. The fuck. Go to Korea? Nope. Next time. There is no next time.

Why? Oh because the family situation in Korea isn’t good. It’ll be awkward. WHY OUT OF ALL THE YEARS OF MY LIFE DOES IT HAVE TO BE MY SUMMER OF FREEDOM WHEN MY STUPID FAMILY HAVE TO SCREW THINGS UP. why.

I’m fucking Korean. Why can’t I go to Korea?

Seriously, there are too many problems lately too. I honestly can’t wait until I go to college and do whatever the fuck I want without someone breathing down my neck and making me feel guilty for something I didn’t do.

So I had no voice at work today, and since I work at the Disney Store

overxxthexxrainbow:

tahitian:

I had a little note pad, in which I wrote, “Can’t speak, Ursula the Sea Witch stole my voice! But I’m happy to assist you!”And a little girl came up to me, read my notepad, grabbed my hand, and dragged me all around the store, asking random guys if they’d like to be my “true love” so I can get my voice back and stay human.…it was the most adorable, awkward situation I had ever been in. Everyone else got a kick out of my reference  too.

(Source: disney-garden)